Pencarian Menuju Tujuan

“...the discernment journey isn’t always about having this epiphany moment where your life’s purpose immediately becomes clear to you.”

So, maybe...I really need to get more data. I need to understand and see it as a necessary process instead of hoping for an instant answer - or even worse, only taking the facts that only support my want and justify my choice (or fear?). I need to acknowledge that wherever I am now and whatever path I’ve been taking or going to take might not be where I will find what I’m looking for exactly but it surely gives me MORE DATA. And like what my choir director said, “Life is like a sine curve.” Afterall, it’s now up to me on how to process the data with the team I choose: close friends, family and obviously God :)

It might seems like the simplest theory or even trivia that everyone (or believer) should know but you know what? Sometime people just need a constant reminder from someone they look up to so that they will listen and can be more calm!

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There was a time when I need to choose
Between an anchor or a boat wheel
It should be a simple choice as it’s just a tea infuser
But somehow I see it like a life
Whether I want to stop and just stay
Or I want to keep sailing across the sea
Until now I’m still questioning
Haven’t been settling for anything
So I guess you can say I’m sailing
With a standby mode for my anchor
I know with all the uncertainties
It will only give us worries
Which is a big enemy of happiness
So instead of busy choosing one or another
I should rather have them both in a balance combination
But as to how I’m going to do it?
I, too, still finding my way...