Pencarian Menuju Tujuan

You came into my life unexpectedly
At the time when I least expected it
Because I was just about losing my hope and faith of a kind person
A nice gentleman with good value to be precise
A person with clear conscience
With the way you see life and how to behave

In no time you earn my respect
That I want to call you "gor" so much
You mesmerize me with your words
In a short time you got my attention
That make me want to drop the other games
Voluntarily, without you asking
Chemistry is not something we get every day
And I am grateful you appear in the right time
With perfect coincidences we can name it

Sometimes I wonder...are you even real?
Since you are so sincere
Catching up with my jumpiness
Dragging your very self to try out new stuffs
Which are not from your world
Listening to all my dreams and stories
Accepting my past and flaws
Make yourself available in the middle of the night
For me to disturb your sleep
And comfort me as much as you can

Am I making you losing your true self?
Is it unbearable and too much for you?

I'm sorry that I drained your energy unintentionally
My apology that I can't accept the feeling that we are different
And that I'm too weak to be lonely
The tendency to lean and to have someone to hold my hand
To make me feel secure that "We are in this together"

So thank you for the hope you bring with your presence
For all the time you sacrifice
For letting me score some of your firsts
For the fun and sweetness we share
For the games we play together
For the meal and drinks we had
For the deep conversation and also some random jokes
Or cheese!
Literally and not

As much as I agree with your view
As much as I understand and want to support your choice
I am probably sad as much as you do
But behave as if I am not
I really want to be greedy by asking you
Can I keep you for a little more?
A little bit longer
At least until end of this week
When I can come back and kneel before the Lord
Although you will no longer be beside me

At the corner of my eyes, I will wait for the day
When you can accept the fact and move on
When you have enough strength to look at me in the eyes
And finally be able to talk to me again
As a friend, if a good friend is too much to ask

Being hopeful is always better than being hopeless
Or even helpless

I will be here, a text away
Waiting for you to share your happy story

Until then
See you
Yes, you

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