Pencarian Menuju Tujuan

I am just helpless
For the accusation you made towards me
The intention is never wrong
Because I want to reach out to you more
Unfortunately
The trust that is broken leads you another path

The path that I didn't realize coming from you
Until someone told me so
Why he judged you like any other guy last year?
Until a close friend of mine said
I have no idea why you hold on to him so tight

You have been my emotional support since I could remember
I see you nothing less
As much as it sounds rude
It might have some truth
Until when, you want to babysit?
Or
Does your respect to him worth all these troubles?

Our hearts are likes the sky in the city
Pouring rain in the morning
The movie we should been watching together
End up striking us in the most painful way
Forcing us to tear
To cry
Alone, all by ourselves

I am just exhausted
To keep turning to something which makes me floating
Just for the sake of distracting

It is just tiring
To keep assuring that I didn't do shit
But I still do anyway because I care

Although I know my existence is not really known
Despite I've clarified the thing that's bothering me
It finally comes to an end
And you want it to be abrupt
For the reason to avoid me as temptation

It hit me hard
Terribly

I need to breathe
Probably

Pull myself out
Temporary

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